Sun 18 Nov 2007 15:32:18 : our night/ part II - you inside of me

a white light, warm and encouraging.
slowly becomes a texture, white becomes ivory, black and brown small tiles appear on the ivory ground, moving.
It's another dimension, no feeling of humanity around, and the texture changes form and colours slowly slowly.
i am not in control but totally relaxed, i concentrate on the changes around, everything is happening inside of me, i am experiencing a journey in a place i have never been before, a jounrney made of feelings and perception.
from far i hear your voice and i lift up my belly and my bottom, pushing it towards you.
you take me out of the journey really slowly, i start seing the room again, i am with you.

Sun, 18 Nov 2007 15:18:32 : our night/part I - me inside of you

my dearest
i feel so much after our night together last friday that i need to divide it in two, here's the first.

me inside of you is pure heaven!
the way you're shaped inside, the way you react at my touch, the way you opened to my hand, made me a raylight of pleasure bright and lumiscent.

i feel completely at ease inside of you, and the warm flesh that wrap my moving hand gives me a pleasure words can't express.

you are so beautiful in your inner and the memory of being inside of you makes me shiver even now.

my hands are made for your hole, and i am so happy i had the possibility to find it out in flesh.

all my love

Thu, 15 Nov 2007 12:08:08 +0000 : Naked - Celophane

I can see your body and your soul both naked in front of my naked eyes.

indeed my darling, tomorrow will be the day of our reunion. Our
complete and
utter inhibition and closeness will result in the most comfortable,
passionate, sexy, sleazy, loving, long lasting encounter.

I love your soul, I adore your body and I complete am at ease with your

See you tomorrow, I will be waiting for you.

Enjoy a safe flight, a relaxing evening at your hotel and a restfull
tonight. I will speak with you at some point later this evening though
I have a
company function this evening and will not be free much before very

I am awaiting for you with a warm, open cuddle, a hard cock to
penetrate your
hole and a soft and easy hand to reach deep inside your hole and your
desire. I want to feel it deep and for long and watch your eyes melt
full of
desire for me.

Love you



Thu, 15 Nov 2007 08:32:18 +0100 : Tomorrow

> tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
> tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
> tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
> tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow tomorrow
> your seb

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:50:25 +0100 : I want you ...

and in 2 days we are together.
your sebastiane

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 14:39:52 +0000 : I want you ...

My adorable angel, my beautifull man, my gorgeous soul, my sexy body

You are coming and you are going to be mine in body once again as you
have been
in mind all these days.

Our correspondance has kept this flame alive and our reconnection will
fuel it
for the days to come untill our next reunion.

I love you very very very much, in a passionate, productive, discreet
and sane
way. I love to protect our relationship, to defend your right to
passion and maintain your soul and mind at ease each time that you need
or so
it happens to communicate with me.

Years will go by my darling and you will be close to my heart and my
soul. The
physical needs are best fulfilled with a person with whom you can open
completely and feel at ease both mentally and physically.

Open your heart as widely as you can and raise your body above the
comfort of
its natural support to fly with me away. Our reunion will be a trip
into the
future where we will both relax to be together in a space free from
sight or
words. No-one will see or talk to us. Our space will be isolated and
locked into our hearts aiming to bring us very very very close and
unite as one person eventually.

Allow me to hold your body, your internal desire will flourish. Allow
me to
massage your chest, suck your cock, rim your arsehole, your passion
will enable
you to suck on every inch of my body and in the process, sit on my
hands, feel
my fingers twitching your arse hole, preparing you for the final entry
will be the start of our re formed connection. You will feel me deep
inside you
my darling and you will be able to lock my whole hand inside your arse.

I am going to give you the most sensual kiss on the whole of your body,

from your inner mouth and finishing into the depth of your arsehole.
Kiss you
deep, sensually, for long, lighting the flame of your passion. Your
arse will
want to home my hands, as the nest homes the flying birds, your hole
will feel
big, as the earth accomodated its flowing waters, you will open up and
to feel bigger all the time. Your arsehole will stretch in your
imagination and
your mind will start thinking big, bigger, large, open wide. You will
want me
inside and you will be calling me to enter you fully and in depth. I
will give
you this full pleasure and allow you to rest and relax over it, untill
you call for my hand to work its way inside you in depth and width.

I want to fuck you Sebastian, I want to fist you Sebastian, I want you
to be
mine in body and soul, I want you to feel mine, to feel you belong to
completely. Hungry, sensual, sleazy spirit all over our room of

Come soon, safe, relaxed, passionate for me and for you.

your lover

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 12:29:43 +0100 : Together...finally

My dearest

My hand is ok, minor burnt and therefore i think no probs to play with.
I can't believe finally tomorrow i am in London, and the day after with you!!!!!!!!

I will stay at holiday Inn in w.... St..
mobile is +39.348........ and I will be landing at Heathrow at 6:30 p.m.
It will be lovely if you can call me anytime tomorrow when i'll be arrived.

In two days my dreams will be reality and finally i will be with you.

I am living for that moment.

all my love
your sebastiane

Wed, 14 Nov 2007 09:09:43 +0000 : Together

My darling Seb,

Hope you are feeling at ease with your hand and the coffee has not
caused you
much discomfort.

If you use proper bandage and cream over the area, the marks will go
away very
soon, you may even be able to use your hand on me on Friday. You will
need it to embrace me and hold my body close to yours during our breaks
fucking or fisting.

I think we only need to get a couple of toys, a plug and a dildo to use
the night. I will keep the toys safe for our forthcoming many sessions.

It will
be a good investment for our playfull time together on Friday and in
the future.
I will collect the chems tomorrow evening and ask for some V or other
product to keep us hard, though not the most important part of our
Hearts hands and arseholes are going to bring us closer to each other

For now I have a long and busy day ahead, a works meal tomorrow night
and then I
will be working from home on Friday morning while waiting for your

I am ready, relaxed, sleazy and loving for our play. Your body is in my
always and your presence as such in my life constantly. I read your
message on the website last night and I felt so so so close to you. I
am also
yours my darling and I am also keen to give you long and continous
over all the hours that we will have together.

What is your hotel by the way and your mobile telephone number?

See you Friday. Unbelievable but true. We are soon in each other's arms
embracing, kissing, and loving each other's features and body and mind.

Love as always



Tue, 13 Nov 2007 20:01:01 +0100 : - 3

today i've burned my left hand with coffee, that was very painful but now is ok.
i will probably be able to use only the right one on Friday......

chems to share is fine with me i will pay in full for toys.
can you get some cialis eventually? this will help for the all night long session we have in mind.

today full of meeting, as well tomorrow and thursday, sorry for such a short message but you are always in my mind as well.....more than this, you circulating in my veins.

i am soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo counting the hour that we'll finally meet again.

all my love

your sebastiane

Tue, 13 Nov 2007 11:31:01 +0000 : time

My Seb,

Good morning; had a fairly difficult day so far with power going off
and the IT
not operating properly.

I have just managed to go back to operating motion and thought to drop
you a

I had an early night last night and you were in my mind; felt you there
with me
in my cuddle, embracing you and feeling close to you.

It will be so beautifull when I see you on Friday, to kiss you and take
lips close to mine before I can do anything else to your body.

Technically speaking, I have bought plenty of acqueous cream, j-lube
and I have
some poppers. I have also ordered some 200 of chems to share between us
enhance our session. Also to stimulate us for the long night ahead of
Please do not feel that you have the share this cost in full, you can
make your contribution at a level that you feel comfortable. I will be
that way.

I am really looking forward to see you again, to embrace and kiss you.
Tongue to
tongue, lips locked together, manhoods growing hard, arse muschels
relaxing and
hands and feet acquiring probing for the night ahead.

Seb, this is one of many sessions that you and I will encounter,
between our bodies and our hearts.

I will also trim my fingers and prepare them for your arse as you have
already. I am keen to open up to you and feel your fingers touching my
arse and
your tongue feeling deep inside it. You will fell the warmth aura of my
with your nicely pumpered hands and fingers. I will open up for you
fully, my
heart is already pouring out, my soul is closer to you every day that
goes by
and my body is twitching by the thought of you getting excitement and
fulfillment in touching it.

I was comfortable with you first time and knew that your excitement was
and fulfilling, but this time having read your thoughts and felt your
I will be even more esxcited and ecstatic moments between us are

See you Friday my love, in body, open hearted, inhibited soul for me to

I really am excited by the idea of undressing your slowly and giving
your body a
caring slow warm bath whike stimulating your manhood and your

Till then, I am excited and loving you.

As ever
your costas

Mon, 12 Nov 2007 09:41:39 +0000 : Our week

My dear darling,

Monday and another busy day at the office.

Thinking ahead and anxiously waiting for the day to come when I can
embrace your
body, surrender your lips, conquer your soul and penetrate your hole
all in

Bring your body and your heart as beautifull as I send it back some
weeks ago.
Pure and innocent, able to receive signals of care, love and affection.
back home my darling, your home is where your heart is, where your arse
up to love and affection.

Allow your body to be mine, to be bathed and washed to be prepare for a
session stronger and deeper, at high level of connection to allow entry
re-entry through your arse and via your heart.

I will take you and make you mine this friday like you have never given
body to anyone else before. Your arsehole is mine, your mind cares for
emotional connection with your lover.

Come to me clear of fear, strong in feelings, able to reach this high
level with

Love you and waiting for you.

Your costas

Fri, 9 Nov 2007 16:15:36 +0100 : my beloved

my dearest

today i am busy like hell as next week I have meetings every day from monday to thursday.
I am planning a very relaxing week end as well, some gym, home, maybe an exhibition.

I am not playing at all since our night together, kind of not interested in other since you entered my life.
of course I have also my partner, but that's a different story.
I playied a bit by myself, always pretending you were here in me, but about this you know it already.

I miss you too, my heart beats a bit faster everytime I see a message in my mailbox and I discover it's yours.
I am so excited to see you again next week, everytime I think about it either I am working or driving or whatsoever
my cock becomes immediately hard and the muscules of my asshole relaxes.......

it will be more than a reunion, more than another night together, more than a scheduled hot session; next friday night will be the time we will show ourselves how much we care for each other, the time when all the words we spent in our mails become reality.

I will not read mail until next monday, but i will thinking and dreaming of you all the time, as I am used to do since we met.

my heart, my soul and my body are yours.

I love you.
your sebastiane

Fri, 9 Nov 2007 15:50:48 +0000 : my darling

Adorable beautifull man,

How are you today? I am thinking to finish for the day and start my
slowly slowly and start to relax; this weekend I have not planned any
trips, so
probably I will stay in the area and enjoy a visit to the museum or

What are you doing? Have you enjoyed any play recently or have you been
vistually with your imgination and pushing ur arsehole out and back
again as if
my tongue is pushing ur mancunt in this manner?

I missed you a lot and I am so glad that you are coming back to me, to
passion for your body and your soul.

I missed all the things we do together, our closeness, our comfort in
other's company and out sleazy desire to penetrate each other's body
for hours.

I cannot wait to loose myself inside you and feel the force of your
love for my
inner desire at the same time.

See you soon Sebastiane.

your costas

Thu, 8 Nov 2007 13:40:11 +0000 : not long to go

My darling Seb,

Your feelings are so genuine, natural and reflecting my own feelings
for you. We
have both allowed our spirits free to find their natural mate, a mate
who is
close to our heart as well as to our body.

Any moment of the day if you ask me where I would like to be, the
answer would
be inside you without any reservation; inside your heart, inside your
inside your body; inside this beautifull and full of hunger for passion

body of
yours. I will penetrate you with all my means; my eyes, my tongue, my
my fingers and ultimately my fist; the more i manage the closer will
bring me
to you and your whole entity.

Give me your arsehole sebastiane and trust me i will cause you only
increase your desire and concrete our relationship into one to last;
one to
carry on for years to come. One to fulfill your dreams, your desires,
one to
ensure that you get what you need in safe and sane environment.

Any time that your need is growing into a flame, each time your pain
strong enough to seek fulfillment of the virtual dream, come to me. Or
I will
reach you. I want to ensure that I fulfill your desires my darling with
all my
means and not allow you to desire what otherwise can delay your

I will always endavour and I will find the way to be there for you when

you need
my hand inside you. I will be there for you to push and wire your
arsehole to
its complete fulfillment and leave you full of desire ready for our
session; I will leave your hole large and full of its own juices,
desire outside and I will be licking it and rimming it for you to ease
tension and mellow the comfort.

I will fuck and fist you like you havent been before and this will be
our game
plan for years to come; your arse is going to get full satisfaction in
my hands
always in comfort, slow and gently. You are going to give me your body,
your hole and allow me to dive inside you with my whole body which is
passionate, hot and full of sleaze to materialise your desire.

Your arse in constantly in my mind, along with all other parts of your
body. But
there are moments my Seb that all I can manage to see into the space
ahead, is
yout glorious hole, opening up and screaming full of desire. I will
fulfill you
my darling.

I will play with your arse for hours. This part of your body is now
mine for all
better and enjoyable moments.

Give me your arse and I will play with it well.

As always

your costas

Thu, 8 Nov 2007 09:32:11 +0100 : -7

> my dearest
> I am so amazed by the feelings are growing in me step by step that
> our meeting is approaching.
> I want to be with you so badly, anything I am doing during the day
> there is constantly you in me each single second.
> 7 more days and I will be finally yours in flesh, as I totally am in
> love
> seb

Wed, 7 Nov 2007 11:12:10 +0000 : My adorable man

Hello my dearest Sebastian,

I have read your message and fire shoot up my spine with the thought of
getting enjoyment out of my writting and gaining strength on the
knowledge that
I am out there for you constantly, whenever you need me to be with you.

My presence in your life it is indeed real and protective of your
actions, your
thoughts and your emotions. Strong, realistic, genuine and caring to
that you are well and trully confident on anything you do out there.

Turn back to me whenever you feel to talk to someone, to share a
thought, a fear
or consern, I am not here only to shoot excitement via your body and
desire but also to support and strengthen your entity in life. Share
light and
dark thoughts, share desires no matter how sensual or deep dark they
can be.
Ask me to do anything that you feel ready to receive, ask me to try
you may want to experience.

Nothing will put me off, nothing will push me away. I am closer to you
waking moment and this relationship is growing in a healthy, secure and
discreet manner in order to prodect you from anything unwanted
experiences that can be damaging to your body, your soul, your
emotions, your

I have only one boundary between us, this is your safety and wellbeing.

The only
issue that I will consider against your wishes, is one that could
cause damage to your feelings, body or soul.

Anything else I will do for you to see you able to experience your
desires. Physically I will treat your body as mine, give you what you
desire in
the most caring and gentle manner. Emotionally equal consideration is
given to
my actions to ensure that you gain only strength and resiliance from my

and words to you.

Be prepared to answer my questions, which will evolve around your
feelings about
your body and its passion. Feel as if you are talking to your own self.

your desires fully, in depth and as descriptive as they can be. Ask me
what you
like, what you want to experience, how you dream yourself to be in
front of my
eyes. How you like my hands to approach you, my mouth to feel yours, my
to touch you, my whole body to embrace you.

Come closer to me and you are secure, safe, in sane and discreet

Stay close my darling.

As ever

Quoting Sebastiane Venables:

> my dearest
> have you received this?
> it was sent on Nov 1st....
> im sending it again anyway.
> love
> your seb
> ------------------------------------------------------------
> my dearest,
> as usual your letters are able to create a fire inside
> me.
> more than ever when I am alone, in my hotel room, with
> the possibility of fantisise in line with your words.
> the most exciting thing is to think of myself in a
> business meeting here when you wrote them, and seing
> myself in the hotel afterwords to perform them as an
> act only for you.
> you are here with me, when i come back in my room, as
> much as you are in me during my daily routine.
> I have touched you, i have felt you...
> as you are my true guardian, a real presence in my
> life, both virtual and physical.
> The bridge is crossed, we stand and watch it burns,
> we've passed the point of no return.
> I am yours
> seb

Tue, 6 Nov 2007 15:53:35 +0000 : cant wait to see you again


So you will take a good night's sleep on Thursday night, relax your
body and
mind and allow your self to be stimulated.

We will take a coffee at home on Friday, have a chat and pop out to a a
of shops in soho that i know to look for and purchase your new
Toys for my boy. To use them over and over again in the future
development of
your hole in my hands.

We can look at what's available in the shops and pick the most
desirable ones,
bearing always in mind you capacity and also your future ability to
stretching. We will consider a couple of items, I suggest a plug and a
The plug will be usefull to fit inside you while you are taking a bath
(in my
presence) and so to stimulate your inner desire but also to enhance
stretching ability.

I hope you will feel comfortable enough to take a bath during our
session which
will be a very sensational exchange of body feelings. Of course you can
your time to flush and clear yourself in private, it maybe early for
you to do
this in my presence. Though I dont feel at all embaraced if you choose
to do
this while I am with you in the bathroom, sometime in the future.

But subsequently we can fill the bath and lay your body in to relax and

use the
toy to plug ur arse. You can keep it plugged in during your bath time
and so to
feel the stretching less while your arse is submerged in water. When we

fit the
plug inside you we will stimulate the veins of your arse and so the
rest of
your body will be excited. I will use this opportunity to massage your
and play with your nipples which will feel this enhanced stimulation.

I hope you are finding this description of things pleasant to read and
also feel
able to write back to me if any of this doesnt suit your desires or
to relax by doing it with me.

Sebastiane, I feel very close to your thoughts and feelings and so I am

able to
converse with you in such an open and frank manner.

I want to take your body, your desires, your feelings, your soul and
and drain them during an exchange of a very close connection with you.
this exchange of energy your whole body will be drained and revamped
into a
more relaxed, comfortable existence and happy to grab life afresh and
head on
with even more confidence, comfort and happiness.

Let me show you the way, walk by my side and enjoy the so many things
that I
have to offer during our exchange of energy.


Tue, 6 Nov 2007 15:53:35 +0100 : perfect program

my dearest

program of 16th sounds perfect.
I should be free by late morning, it will be fun to select toys together.
all my love
your seb

Tue, 6 Nov 2007 11:45:03 +0000 : ur arse in Nice

Strange to be able to connect so quickly! Technology is excellent and
ever so

Regarding January, it will be possible to meet up in Nice and spend
some quality
time together between the 3rd and the 6th January for as many days as
you feel
able to stay. We can have nice walks on the beach, nice meals at home
and of
course cuddle kiss and explore many more of our desires in a different
environment. It will simply be nice to embrace you and sleep with your
body in
my arms for a whole night. Simply, easy and sensationally. Let me know
that's possible for you and I will go ahead and book my flight.

On the afternoon of the 16th we could meet at home and have a chat and
a tea if
you wish. We may be a little bit short of time to travel to Barbican,
between your meetings. However, it may be possible to walk accross to
soho and
get the toys for your enhanced session.

I believe that the toys will prove useful in you feeling the insertion
of a
foreigh matter inside you and hence ease the insertion of my hands
Of course we will take it very easy and not give your body any adverse
to anything. The toys can be very sensual if used in the right, gentle
sensational manner. I will be able to reach you deep even though my
hands will
only stir the toys inside you at that stage. The trempling motion of
the toys
can also offer you enormous sensation and allow you to desire more. In
manner, you will desire my hands inside you and the toys will pave the
way for
this to happen.

I am writting this and I am really getting very greedy to play with
your arse in
a slow and sensual manner. I am so keen to lay your body on the bed,
open your
legs slowly by touching them with the tips of my finger, push a pillow
underneath your waist and so push the arsehole out towards my face. The

rest is
magic. Touch and massage your arsehole will enable the cuntlips to go
rose and
beautifull in front of my own eyes. The soft touch will make you
thirsty full
of desire to feel my touch onto your butt and inside your inner lips. I
rim your arse for a long time Sebastian. I will lick you outside and
rim you
inside untill you are screaming full of desire. Your arse will be mine
to play
with and my tongue will grease you all along this game.

Fingers, tongue, palm and my nose will be in constant contact with your

while feeding you with poppers and taking some myself. The sensuality
of this
game is beyond comprehension. It will be great to dedicate a whole
session in
the future (perhaps one of our sessions in Nice) simply to expose your
arse to
me for a sensual, gentle, long play.

The fact that I am writting this and getting solid rock hard confirms
in my mind
that this session will happen soon and offer you the most exotic and
pleasure. Imagine your arse in the air, your body resting on a bed and
a pillow
and your eyes shut, only exit from this dream will be to take some more

and perhaps turn round and look at me, look at my eyes full of desire
for your
body and for your pleasure. I will continue to lick and rim your
arsehole and
dive further and inwards with my fingers, tongue and nose. No pressure,
pure and lasting pleasure. You will be screaming full of desire...

Soon my dalring soon

Tue, 6 Nov 2007 10:22:03 +0100 : -10

My dearest
> finally the connection is re established, i was reaslly in pain not
> receiving any news neither being able to send you mine from ME.
> I haven't seen the new elizabeth yet, my partner went with some
> friends last sunday and she told me the same....
> I am back in milano but no rest at all, you can't imagine after 10
> days how many unattended business I found here to wait for me.
> Nice could be done maybe, I will be obviously on holidays with my
> partner but she has to come back at work on 2nd where I am on
> holidays until the January 7. maybe, maybe, I would love it of
> I am really counting the days to our next meeting, not only for the
> excitment of spending a night together but also just for the pleasure

> to see you again.
> What you want to do for the earlier afternoon in between my
> a tea at your place, the Barbican exhibition, toys shopping for the
> evening????
> I am open and at your disposal for everything my love.
> You are constantly in me these days, in my mind heart and soul as
> well as in my dreams.
> Have a nice day my love.
> your sebastiane

Tue, 6 Nov 2007 09:04:43 +0000 : goodmorning from cold crowthorne

My Seb,

It was a pure delight to receive your e-mails this morning. Last night
we went
to see the new film Elizabeth The Golden Age with my untie and another
of mine. It was good but not brilliant. The earlier version of
Elizabeth was
much better.

I assume you are now back home in Milan. A friend of mine who is a
doctor is in
Milan whis week. She rang me yesterday and told me that she is visiting
hospital there with a friend of hers for medical reasons. She is a
oncologist and practises in the general hospital in Nicosia, Cyprus.

Anyhow, you can rest and relax now, back home and in the comfort of
your own
house, friends and partner. You can rest in your onw environment and
sleep in
your own bed.

The time is moving fast and our Friday is approaching rapidly. I was
the other day that we could meet again soon in Nice. I will be there
the end of January. It will be great to see you again and have a
meeting, by the sea, in the comfort of my own apartment. Think about

In the meantime, we have our slow long and adventurous evening to
consider, when
the two of us will explore and advance our knowledge on each other's
desires and
wants, in the comfort of our own space and under no pressure of time or

I really am very excited to see you again as a close friend who enjoys
this form
of discreet but wild adventure, safe sane beautiful thoughts engulf my
consept in relation to our connection.

Be wild in your thoughts, be adventurous in your ideas, be dark and
deep in your
desires. My ambition is to fulfill each and every one, with my mind,
body, soul
and heart.

See you soon my darling.

I love you

Mon, 5 Nov 2007 16:21:20 +0000 : hello my boy

Darling Seb,

How are you? It has been long since I had any news from you and a few
of my
e-mails have bounced back undelivered.

I hope you are well and thriving with your professional aspirations

I am also very busy here and trying hard to make the most of my time at
work and
socialising. But work and travelling takes its toll over my social

I am anxious to see your face behind the door once again and give you
the most
sensual and intense kiss. I can imagine pulling you inside and holding
body close to mine while shooting my tongue right up and into your open
which will be also full of desire.

My darling the time is coming and the moments are now a few before I
see you and
kiss you again. Before I experience a repeat of our first connection a
few weeks

I am so pleased that you have managed to put london in your forthcoming
destinations and my heart in your current and future care.

I enjoy this exchange of communication immensely and my body chakes at
thought of finding myself in our hotel room again soon to merge into
one body
with one mind and emotions linked so closely that the night will not be
able to
pull apart.

My tongue will escape wild and cover the whole of your manly body, your
deep, your cock wild and your mouth, your beautifull mouth for hours.

I am waiting for the moment to arrive my darling Seb.

As ever


Sun, 4 Nov 2007 19:16:06 +0000 : hello - text message


my messages have been undelivered to your address. Have you got this

as ever

Sat, 3 Nov 2007 14:49:01 +0300: -13

my dearest
i just came back from avery boring dinner with some
associates here.
one more day and i'll be finlly home, 12 more days and
i'll be finally yours.
i presume you are as busy as i am these days, don't
stress too much thou there is a long night awaiting
for us.
on this and following your attachement of your last
mail, which i enjoyed so much in many ways, i don't
have any dildo or plug, altough id love to let you
work me with both....
shall we do some shopping when in london?
time for shower, bed and dreams.


Thu 1 Nov 2007 22:46:35 +0300 : the point of no return

my dearest,

as usual your letters are able to create a fire inside me.
more than ever when I am alone, in my hotel room, with the possibility of fantisise in line with your words.
the most exciting thing is to think of myself in a business meeting here when you wrote them, and seing myself in the hotel afterwords to perform them as an act only for you.
you are here with me, when i come back in my room, as much as you are in me during my daily routine.
I have touched you, i have felt you...
as you are my true guardian, a real presence in my life, both virtual and physical.
The bridge is crossed, we stand and watch it burns, we've passed the point of no return.
I am yours

Wed, 31 Oct 2007 16:39:45 +0000 : Want to see you like a dog attachment

My homo,
How are you today? I am working away compiling reports and preparing for meetings and your beautiful features are accompanying me all the time.
I am thinking how calm and quiet this exchange of feelings has been and how passionate the words and the pictures have been generated in our minds all along this trip.
Part of me is writing in calm and peaceful environment and calling you to maintain the spirit of connection active and live during these days.
Part of me is inviting you to be wild and passionate and hungry for last and hedonistic wants while recalling our activities during the night of passion at the Cumberland.
These two states of mind can easily be accommodated in your thoughts and therefore the relationship between your feelings and your mind remains healthy and stable.
I want to make you excited and have wild dreams and thoughts and I want to make you also comfortable in your routine while transmitting my intention and strong commitment for your happiness during this and future times together.
It is very exciting to know that after a long and tedious but successful day at your work routine, the day finishes with your return back to the comfort of your hotel room to rest, relax, and connect with me. This virtual connection my darling is strong and empowering for your life activities, your achievements and your emotions.
I can see you finishing a long day and rushing back to your room, to be alone, to recollect your thoughts and your feelings and to regain your composure. Your manly beautiful body exposed to the surrounding mirrors is looking beautiful and hedonism is pumping out of each and every cell of you.
You remove your clothes and with a motion almost static and pompous you expose your naked body to the surrounding environment of the room. By now your pores are all open and so your skin is looking absolutely gorgeous. The thought of me watching you from very close proximity enhances your hedonism and you become more active and sexy in your mind.
Slow motions are accompanying your movements and while putting your clothes away, your body is moving in various angles and all your endings are dancing in a beautiful composure. You bend and your arsehole is exposed to the outside environment of the room and the slight variance in the temperature passes softly in between your buttocks and kisses your hole. Bright pink your holes welcomes the soft touch of the air and pushes out and inviting.
You turn round to place the trousers away and your manhood touches your legs and bounces back proudly. Automatic signals are sending blood in all the arteries and veins of the cock and push it out proud, wild and looking so sexy in the overall composition.
You need to move slowly and prepare your bath for a slow gentle relaxing experience between your aroused body and this refreshing source of life, water. Moments pass and your body slowly touches and feels the refreshing power of the water all over your skin, inside your buttocks and around your cock.
By this time your nipples are enlarged, pointing outwards and proudly exposing your inner feelings and needs.
This moment you are desperate for my voice to whisper noises of love and care, voices of comfort and relaxation, noises of excitement and last. You want your mind and your body and your soul to touch me and bring me closer and in contact with your body. You want me to care and cater for all your needs as a guardian of your soul and hedonism for your body.
You are touching softly your skin and moving your body closer to the water and feeling mine, completely dedicated to my offer for pleasure which in turn comes back to you and sends signs of hedonism straight into your brain.
Your body is completely mine now and your mind cannot deviate from this possibility, this opportunity that you have to dedicate your utter needs and wishes to my ability to ensure that you get the best protection for your feelings and for your needs.
This way is safe my darling and will ensure continuation of your lifestyle outside your passion for alternative sexual and emotional encounters. You have made a decision Sebastian that your alternative needs can only be warranted and guaranteed by way of my intuition and actions.
Your mind is safe, your body is safe, and your actions are under no risk of interference with anything else that life has gifted you with. Two ways of life can be accommodated easily in this way and you don’t take any risks to loose everything and risk damaging your emotional and physical words.
Your body feels the urge for the alternative actions and automatically switches into the Costa’s motion. You strangely but surely turn round and look for my presence in your life. This presence is guaranteed, it is strong, and it is a commitment for years to come.
You can feel assured that your life is now covered by the strongest means of protection and you can live happy out there knowing that you have dedicated your alternative lifestyle to your newly found guardian. Your Costas is always there for you when you need him.
You can find him in your virtual word while engaging into your daily activities and you can find him in physical presence when your needs are so high that the virtual word requires to be supplemented with reality. You will learn to be patient and supplement your virtual gift of connecting with me with other activities while your mind is fed with the knowledge that the actual connection is inevitable and will follow the virtual needs.
With these thoughts in mind, your body can escape and go wild in the bath and encounter the most hedonistic experience ever. You can give me full control of your mind and your body and you can therefore allow me to take you in my hands and slowly escalate you into spaces unknown to man beyond the earthy knowledge and comprehension.
Moving between virtual word and actual encounters you can imagine your body under the flow of water while I am giving you a gentle clearance massage using my hands and the tips of my finger are inviting the power of water to enhance the moments.
I touch your mouth and your eyes and you want to reach towards me and show me how excited you are in my hands. You move your fingers to reach onto my face and you can feel me, you can touch me and you can receive in return the most sensual of massages while in the water. I turn my hands all around your body and I touch you inside your arsehole, under your armpits, below the sacks of your balls and softly round your nipples which are gagging for acknowledgment.
Your body is now wild and needy for my presence all around the clock for the following hours of this encounter with your man. You are anxious and only my relaxed motion and words of comfort can control you to remain silent and await my special treatment over this encounter.
Your mouth opens and whispers my name and your eyes shoot lightning all across the room. You are now completely mine. You simply have given your whole body, mind, feelings to me. You are sure my Sebastian that no one can cater for your needs better or safer.
You turn round and expose your bubble butt to the air just above the level of the water in the bath and you open it with casual pumping motions so your lips are coming out of the water and then sucking back in again taking the flow of the volume of water in the bath. You can do this because you are with me. You can become a child or an adult, a teenager or an elderly person with all feelings associated to each age group at once. You are now with your own protector, the one who cares and looks after your needs. The one that you have chosen to take you through the most critical path of your life and reach with him over and across the bridge of life into eternity.
I touch the lips of your arse slowly and you are staying still. You have no inhibitions and you allow this play to continue. You invite this play to expand and last. I take water in my hands and soap in my palm and slowly massage your arsehole in steady circular motion while my other hand is on your chest, holding you slightly above the water and offering you stability and protection this moment of complete dedication to your comfort.
Your arsehole is gentle and kind to my touch and showing all your needs at once while it is allowing me to wash it while offering you massage in this very sensual part of the body.
Your cock has now relaxed and soft as it is, it touches the water below your body waiting for its turn to be pampered and looked after. I move slowly my hands from your mancunt and slowly push below while my fingers are entering the skin of your manhood. Soft as it is, it allows my fingers to find themselves between the skin and your man member and I massage it slowly and in comfort. The motion requires your complete relaxation and slowly the cock hardens and the pressure of my fingers inside the shaft increases and increases further.
You are now anxious to move your body towards me, to shake the water off your pores and feel my body all over yours. I try kindly and gently to maintain the relaxed motion in your thoughts and feelings and so to prolong this beautiful moments between your body that is floating in the water and my gentle touch which moves across from your head to your toes and reaffirms my commitment to your happiness, your comfort and your alternative experience in trust, safe and most importantly, discretion.
You are completely mine, you belong to me and my good intentions, you are not going back to any anxieties, risky encounters or unsavoury individuals who could but luckily have not damaged your beautiful soul and your existence in life while maintaining two words.
With me, you only have one word, one existence and one life target. To be happy, to be yourself and to seek alternative pleasure only where it is safe, guaranteed to happen discreetly and to offer you hedonism beyond any imagination of the human brain.
Follow my movement and accept the feelings of excitement while my fingers are soft on your skin and my heart close to yours these moments Sebastian. Slowly lift your body out of the water and let me cover you in the towel and dry the water off your skin and mind. Dry now, I will apply soft skin cream all over your body and massage all your muscles from your upper chest down to the feet while dropping the task every now and then to touch your manhood and your nipples.
The game is enlightening for you and since you have accepted this experience to be the best form of feed for your needs and expectations, you can feel completely fulfilled and growing love to be pushing all over from your body and dancing in the room above your body and touching my heart gently and softly.
You want to kiss me and the time has come to shift your mouth and attach your tongue into my lips and into my skin, around my face and into my ears while you are whispering my name and the words of excitement that you have been longing to express. You cannot stay away from me and you want to bring all your body close to mine and your lips all over my skin and my desire.
You turn me around and you force your tongue deep inside my arsehole which is now all open in anticipation and inviting you to experience this beautiful part of my anatomy which is longing for your touch.
You close your eyes and take my hands. You hold both hands together and you kiss the tips of my fingers and you put them aside, away from my body while you position yourself behind me and your face straight into the opening between my buttocks. You start licking my buttocks and your fingers massage the area around my arsehole. You occasionally lick your fingers and allow the skin to become wet and mildly you are pushing your finger inside me.
Once the body feels the warmth of your gentle feel, the lips push out and the arse is now open wide for you to reach deeper with your tongue and your fingers. You continue for long to play with your fingers, your tongue and your imagination is escalating wild as to what is further in, how much you can reach without moving too fast or being too intrusive at this stage.
This stage the arse is willing and you know that. Your manhood is enlarged and you move quietly aside and take a condom from the table to cover your hard manhood and prepare it for the most sensual of its trips so far. You ask me gently to move to the side of the bed and to lift my arse in a position of target for your hard member to penetrate me swiftly and comfortably.
You position your self closer to my body and with a gentle but steady move you push deep inside me and you express all the accumulation of passion and hedonism that has been compiling all this time in your mind and your imagination. My arse is wet and inviting and my mind is wild wanting to be fucked by you. I am keen on this pumping of your manhood inside me and my own juices are now pouring outwards and make your cock to slide inside me with more comfort. The pleasure is escalating and your mind is now wild. You want to show how much you need me and how close you feel to my own existence. You like to fuck my arse and you can take this experience at a different level. A higher level of concentration above your own mind and mine alike. My arse is now well open and inviting you to continue. Your cock is harder and wild is finding its way deeper and in circular motions it feels the boundaries of my arse. You are a real man Sebastian and so you like to outer this wild of all emotions, this animal like experience of pumping your manhood inside a muscled hollow cavity.
Nothing is better than your man's arse to force your manhood inside. How warm and inviting this experience can be. My arse wants you inside and your cock is really enjoying fucking deep, slow and fast and rough at the same time. The motion continues and your manhood is now ravaging my arse. You fuck me Sebastian, you fuck me my boy, you fuck me my man to remove all inhibitions and go wild with your wishes. Push deep and rough and hold my body close to yours while your cock is dancing inside me. Fuck me, fuck me, and fuck me again and again and again.
The motion is escalating and you reach the speed of passion. Your body is shaking and your cock is diving in and inwards it goes. The moments of connection are now many and your body cannot get any closer to mine, or can it?
You continue to penetrate my body and your cock is hard and enjoying to push inside me like an animal has found its mate, like a wild animal you push my hole closer to your body and you ask me not to move. You want to have full control of the movement inside me and you are now holding your cock and inserting it inside me and pulling it outside and your re insert it inside me in faster and deeper motion. You have exhausted my inside and your cock is still hard, long and thick willing to continue to dance inside my body and wild to penetrate this hole of mine which is by now completely yours.
You gently withdraw and remove the condom off your cock. You touch me softly and you let your sweat drop on to my chest and my whole body is shivering at the sight of your aroused nipples and your wanting face.
You let me take your cock and gently follow me into the bathroom where we submerge your cock in water and we wash it tenderly with soap and water.
We return back and I pull your body towards me and we lye in the bed where I kiss you all over and I take your cock deep in my mouth. I suck your cock Sebastian and you know how beautiful the feelings are between us. You know how closer to you I have been during these last few minutes when your cock was fucking my whole existence and while your manhood was ravaging my body.
The gentle massage between your legs and between your chicks wakes up your libido again and your arse chicks are pulling away from each other to expose your inner skin and your inner desire further and faster than before.
I position you body comfortable on the bed and I start giving you massage all over again in motions of passion and excitement is growing in your mind.
You want me inside you Sebastian and you want me to concur and control your body and your needs.
We continue and we play in the very room for hours. Your thoughts and recollections allow you to move out of the bath and position your body in the room and onto the bed. Your face looking onto the ceiling and while you close your eyes, my face appears and my hands touch your body. You remain naked and you want me to see you naked body in virtual presence.
You are whispering my name and you become more aroused and wanting me to touch you. I can see you naked now, body and mind, soul and feelings. All are exposed and all are coming towards me exposing their real meanings and existence in my life.
You take a dildo and hand it over to me while your hands are moving and placing the tips of your fingers at the chicks of your arse. Sebastian, I want you to bring with you a couple of dildoes that we will use during our play to tease your arse and your depth. You need to have a plug like one and a cock like one. They need to be towards the large size but not the largest. I can keep them safe for you or you can take them back with you when you leave. We will use them over and over again during our play and your arse will get used to the comfort of these inserts which I will place inside you during the various stages of our games. To start, we will use them to familiarise your arse inside with the feeling of a strange body being there and ultimately we will use them to offer moments of hedonism in conjunction with my hands and my cock inside you at different times and combinations.
The time has reached my darling when you are virtually impatient and you want to feel me inside you all at once, my cock, my hands, and my tongue.
You remove your hands from your buttocks and you place them away from your body while you’re lifting your whole body up and kneel on the bed in all 4s. I approach you slowly but steadily and I position my tongue right into your inner hole. You move closer to me and you push your arse out to me. I am full of passion and eating your hole inwards and pulling outwards to me; the motion is no longer smooth and soft but wild and rough; no moment to rest is spared in this rough desire to take you all in my mouth and eat you well and deep. I take your arse in my mouth and allow my tongue to penetrate you deeper all the time. You feel a slight discomfort and want to allow some air out but I am pulling you even closer to my face and push further air inside you. You give up all efforts to release air and you donate the entire arse and all the desire to my motions. You can trust me and your mind is fully aware that the whole play, the restraint of the mind and the body is bringing further euphoria and enhancing the approach to ecstatic moments. Your arse is now really bursting of desire to release air but your kind thoughts and feelings of restraint doesn’t allow you to push out. The feeling is far too good and enjoyable and you maintain my tongue and the tips of my fingers locked deep inside you.
Your arse is well rounded and pushing up in the air and my tongue is reaching it and ravaging it fast and in a motion full of desire. You cannot hold the physical need any more and though the desire is escalating your inner self is forcing air up your intestines and outside your hole. The air is coming out warm fast and making a lot of noise. My face is covered completely with desire and the air is bringing the complete opposite of actions that you could have imagined. It makes me wild and wild I throw you round the bed, I lift your legs up and in a quick move I shaft my cock deep inside your arsehole with a condom well placed over it. I fuck you Sebastian and generate even more air inside you and inside you can feel my whole existence deeper and wider. I pump with my shaft deep into your hole and you start shouting my name and your are calling me to continue to fuck you. You want me inside you Sebastian and you want to feel the veins of my shaft engulfing your inner hole and muscle. You squeeze your hole on my shaft and this motion shoots fire right across inside you and deeper up your arse hole. I can hear your screams filling the room and my ears. You want me so much Sebastian, I can feel it and you are telling me. I can hear you shouting my name and holding my back pulling it towards you. I stop, I remove my shaft from your hole and I position it right against your hole once again. With a swift and fast movement I penetrate you again and this time I reach deep and fast. A slight discomfort is evident in your face that is now turning towards me and squeezing your eyes. I acknowledge this and I pull out from your arse and I touch your manlips gently with my fingers. This soft touch brings new sensation and you turn back towards me calling my name again and showing your desire. 'Costa fuck me please. Costa push your cock inside me. Costa I want you deep and hard to penetrate my inner arse you say and your eyes are now wet. You are crying my darling full of desire and passion for our time together, for our reunification.
I want to give you all you need and I want to continue to fuck you all over again but your arse hole needs to calm down and maintain the desire for the next phase of our play. Therefore I turn your body back in the bed and facing the ceiling. I wipe your eyes and I hold you hands firmly in my hands. I lye next to you and watch your body while your imagination is wild and inviting me in your hotel room.
You are still lying on the bed with your eyes wide open looking at the ceiling and wish this virtual game does never finish.
I am invited to join you all the time by your virtual word of imagination and so I come closer to you all the time. I write these words while I know that you are somewhere in meetings or tasks and at the end of the day you will return back to your hotel room, you will position your self naked on the bed and you will invite me to join you.
So I continue to wrap my hands all over your body which is now steaming full of desire for more to invade your body and your mind. I watch your chest as you breathe deep and your nipples aroused pointing upwards towards me. I ask you to come close to me and suck on my nipples while your arse is in close proximity to my hands. I slowly move my hands and I reach your hole. Your excitement is growing fast and while you’re chewing on my nipples I enter your arse hole with one then two and three fingers at a time. Your desire is growing and you look straight into my face and whisper to me passionately. 'Costa I want to fuck you again. I want to enter your body and ravage your inside while preparing you for my hands' I have not even time to realise that you have a condom on your cock and hard it is pointing at me. You push me gently but very firmly towards the end of the bed and you ask me to stand and place my arse on your cock. I do as you want and I point my hole straight above your cock. I take your cock and I know how much desire has been accommodated by it now. You don’t wait much longer and you ask me to ride your cock immediately. I obey and I give you all you want, pleasure, desire, comfort. I ride your cock slowly and you ask me to escalate the speed. You say to me 'Costa ride my cock faster. I want to go deep and far inside you my darling'. I do as you wish and this time I position my face away from yours and so I can ride you deeper and further inwards. You become more aroused and you ask me to stay down with your cock firmly inside me.
This dream is growing into a novel but our play is even longer and deeper in feelings, emotions, desires and passion.
The time has come for you to start the entering process with other means, your fingers, your hands, your feet; all your endings want to penetrate me.